On Aug. 12, 2009, I kicked my ex-husband out of my house. We have be “supposed best friends” for the past 10 years. He has been a constant liar. He wanted his 32 year old girlfriend and still live in the same house with me. No way was this kind of friendship going to continue. So I kicked him to the curb.

On Aug. 13, 2009, I went and picked up my 6 year old godson, Chayton, in my “new” car. I have been wanting to spend time with him since last December 2008. Due to not having a vehicle to use for the past 7 months, I have missed him so much. We spent some quality time together for 5 days. On Aug. 17th, I even took him to the County Fair and let him ride the kiddy rides. As a special treat, we went to the circus at the fair. He had so much fun and really enjoyed himself at his 1st fair and circus. The time went by so fast with Chayton. I sure hated to drive him back home to his aunt’s house, because I knew he and I both would end up crying in the end. He know I am moving. He doesn’t want me to move.

This evening, I brought a bunch of boxes home from the grocery stores. I am really going to have to get serious about moving. I have 3 families interested now in my house. There is drywall repair or new to be put up in the closet of the room that my ex used to stored his train sets and track accessories and his tin collection. The room needs to be repainted. The carpet is a mess. I trusted him too much about his cleanliness in that room.

There is so much to pack, clean out for throwaway, things to be sorted for yard sale. Decisions to be made. My beloved pets as to what to do with them. My two oldest cats are 16 years old and I have had them since their birth.

As to the final date I will be living in my house, I am not sure. What to do with all my belongings till I get settled some place. With my limited income and health issues, I am going to have to really plan my move.

Tomorrow the 1st family will be here at 10 AM to really look at my house. I can only plan one day at a time to keep my sanity, however time is limited too. Seems everyone wants the house yesterday. I will know more after tomorrow.

Ever since my ex husband was on my computer a week ago, it has started having problems. I have sent MANY hours trying to solve the problem. I even called a friend’s house trying to reach him to find out how to fix the problem. No luck and no return call to my message I left. I pray my friend is doing okay.

It is frustrating when I try hard to keep the computer maintained and my ex did not pay attention that the processor was on. He pushed the button on the processor when the computer was in the process of doing a scan under my sign in. It has caused damage where I can not access my sign in or get booted off while it is trying to sign in after showing the program and the location of the problem. I can not do a system restore either and I am the system’s administrator. I can not access that area either. This is a huge frustrating mess that he has caused me. I pray no one has paid for merchandise on my website during this past week. I am trying to find a way to access the information and email accounts.

I have now banned him from access to my computer. Now to see what more I can do to straighten out the mess. Bear with me till I get it done. Thanks!