This rainy cold weather we have been getting lately is starting to affect my mood. The sky being gray and gloomy is causing me to have mood swings towards depression. I am trying to have good and positive thoughts. It is difficult though. I am asking the Lord to help me with my depression more.

This morning after I woke up and took my blood sugar, which was in the normal range. It was 104. My body felt cold. After I ate a hot breakfast and drank lots of coffee, I finally started to feel warmer. I really don’t want to turn the house heater back on. Since it is middle of May, it seems ridiculous to have to turn the heater back on. With the economy being so bad, we are trying to save money wherever we can. Sometimes I feel I am being extremely over caution about our budget, but it is a necessity since a family member is not going to be working much due to hours being cut at his main job for the next month and again in August.

Sat and watched a movie this morning on TV with a family member till they had to go to work. I really didn’t feel like doing much of anything today as I have not felt super well lately. The weather changes over this past week has not helped much at all. People around town are developing colds and flus again according to a lady I know that works in a doctor’s office. As a diabetic, I do not like being sick with a cold or flu since it takes so much longer to get well than an average person. I am trying harder to keep my blood sugar more under control, however when I am not well I noticed it starts to elevate more. So keep me in your prayers. Thanks!